Care, affection, love are all small words easy to spell and pronounce. But are heavy in the meaning. They are life with in. Each word so heavy that it can out weigh the entire humanity.
Tonight at this hour, I feel sleepless, restless and find it hard to put my mind in peace. This migrane thats giving me company for past 2 days is not letting me in peace. I some how have started enjoying this pain, may be I am becoming saddest. More over I have perfected in the art of keeping a normal face and not letting anyone know, whats happening inside.
Talking of the world around, I see us becoming selfish, self centered and cruel. We deliberately hurt, give pain and become blind to see what we do to others. We demand selfishly, we seek our desires with cruel hearts and we never pay attention to what price others may be paying to keep us happy.
We expect, demand and want a lot for us. But when its our turn to give and share love we are miser. We live within families where we share our love with parents, siblings, spouse and friends. My question is does love dry by giving? Does it evaporates by sharing? Does it’s flow stops if we care for others?
No it doesn’t rather it come back multiplied as we let it bloom and flourish. We become victim of our selfish desire, fears and jealously and we start destroying the world around us. We hurt those we love. We give pain to our dear ones and we get jealous from those who infact at times live because of us.
We have changed so much. We donot believe in sharing and caring, although we proudly teach our kids. But we never practice it our selves. We prefer breaking the hearts than keeping our hearts open. Yet we expect happiness from Allah. How could we live happily without any guilt. How cheap we are? How brutal we have become? How stuborn our so called love is?
We hurt, we give pain and we break hearts and we never try to look at the other side of the picture. Where by wiping of tears, by supporting and loving others, by giving and sharing love, how much love and affection we might get back. Love never dries, if its tied with chains either it breaks the chains or break the one tied up.
We want everything for us, as we want and as we see. We are becoming machines, machines that lack emotions, love, romance, affection and joy of life. We breathe, walk and live. We have a life thats empty. We have smiles on our faces which are empty, we have eyes without passion and dreams. We cry over our situations but we never bother to realise what made it happen.
Questions, questions and questions. No answers as answers cannot undo whats done, the eyes that once laughed have tears, the laughters once roared are silent, the loved once shared in missing. We are materialist society, where we use humans as commodity. We are keen, lean and mean. We cannot blame anyone for what life we have, as we never tried to improve anyones when it comes to us to make a difference.
I feel bad, hurt and sorry for what is happening around. I want to live my life full of love, but if I am turned into a machine, will I have a life? Why we can’t live in harmony and peace together? Why do we have fears? Why this number game? Why this jealousy and hatered? As all these attributes only bring back dryness. But……….. Again as I said we are selfish, self centered and cruel and with our narrow approach we not only kill others, we close ours doors aswell to love.
Well choose to live by sharing love and in return get multiplied return or be selfish, self centered and narrow and close the doors that bring love to you.
In the end I would ask ‘My Lord’ help me to protect the ones I care and love and give me strength to share my love. As thats what you expect us to do.Ameen